Dec. 13, 2007
will it ever stop?
i'm on the verge of tears all the time!
i have a flickr friend who lives in california and she's an amazing photographer. i look up to her so much. she's the mother figure i've never had. she posted a comment on one of my photos that i uploaded today and said "come to cali" and the tears just well up.
i wish i could just run away. just run away and burrow into her arms. i want a mama to stroke my hair and hold me and tell me that everything is going to be alright. fuckin' weak.
just scream already! i just want to scream... i am screaming... inside. will it ever stop?!?
iamlearning at 10:58 AM